worth writing

it has been a while since my last post.

so here goes.

this post is about a girl (not pointing to anyone)
lets assume that this girl's name is L (this is just fictional)

to make it short, i will just say this.

i'm truly, deeply, madly in love with you.

every time i'm with you, i keep asking myself this "will you be mine?"
the answer will only be either "YES" or "NO"
and every time I will always assume the latter.

even though i can't be with you.

i'll always be happy for you.

hey that's what friends are for right?

even if u are not my Peyton, u will always be my Haley. (watch One Tree Hill if you don't understand)
I love you, but to do that i have to make other people miserable.

is it worth it?

of course not. 

i don't want to lose you.

I even promised myself that we will only be friends.

i will hold my end of the deal

even if it hurts a lot.

but you'll still be happy. right?

thanks for the memories

i'll treasure it forever

take care

p.s: one-four-three
your love is like the wind, i can't see it but i can feel it.